I’ve been watching love story movies for the past few days and it makes me wonder a lot of things. OLD movies. I know i know. A WALK TO REMEMBER is one of my most wanted movies. I still shed tears every time I see that movie. When will I ever be Jamie? Not that I want to have Leukemia and depart this life. I just wanted to be her. Simple girl living in a simple life with the greatest dreams and ambitions. She has a real strong faith that keeps her alive. And a girl who has Landon that became his angel until her last breath. He’s a man who became a better person for the reason that he’d fallen in love with Jamie. A man who believes in himself because Jamie believes in him. A man who still marry you despite the fact that you are dying and who will make you feel healthy although you’re sick.
Second is THE NOTEBOOK. It just takes into my thoughts that in reality true love will lasts forever no matter how young you started falling in love. You may be distant for a couple of years but love will always keep you coming back. And I become conscious that in every relationship even your partner is a bad ass bastard, you’ll just going to deal with it since you’re crazy about each other. You’ll go on a day loving him despite of him being son of a bitch. haha. Now the question..again and again.. When will I ever be Allie? A woman who learned how to after what she really wants and what her heart tells her to do and i guess she’s right about her decision of choosing Noah. A man who wait for her for like forever. I mean who will write a letter for me every single day in a year. And he’s a man who remains in love with her despite of the years that have passed. A MAN WHO KEEPS HIS PROMISES. And a man that will stay with you for the rest of his life and until his very last breath.
Landon and Noah just proved that all guys aren’t the same.
A lot of issues. I know. But when you think about it? There’s only one question in this. ONE HOPELESS QUESTION. I bet you got it. Goodnight readers :D
I want to write something pero wala ako maisip. Parang akong wala sa sarili ko kanina pa. LUTANG AKO. Para akong may iniisip na wala naman. Para akong naguguluhan na wala naman magulo. Para akong nammroblema kahit wala naman dapat problemahin. Para akong malungkot na masaya. AT HINDI KO ALAM KUNG BAKIT. Malabo, oo alam ko. Kasing LABO ko :/
tsk. Danica, kakapanood mo yan ng “walang hanggan” HAHAHA!
Magkkwento na lang ako. I was browsing his old msgs then I saw something, I read it. Then BOOOOOM! tears fell. STUPIDITY. I shouldn’t have read it in the first place. Curious ako eh, hahaha! napala ko. last year pa. pero EWAAAAAN ko baaaaa. EWAN. LAGING GANTO. WALA NA BANG IBA?? IBA NAMAN OH. NAKAKASAWA EH. ayun and then my mood changed. WALA NA. SIRA NA ARAW KO.
Pakielamera kasi ko, mahilig magbasa, maghilig tumingin ng mga bagay na tapos na (daw?), nakalipas na, di na mababalik.. in short TAPOS NA NGA. Siguro ganto talaga kaming mga babae., Siguro kapag nasagot na yung mga tanong na gumugulo sa isip namin, saka pa lang kami titigil.
AKO kaya? matagal na ko naghahanap ng mga sagot sa tanong ko. SANA MASAGOT NA SIYA. masakit sa pakiramdam eh.
Anyway, natawa ako sa msg na nareceived ko today, i delete it already but it was like " Hindi 3rd party ang mahirap kalabanin, kundi ang UNA niang minahal bago IKAW " haha! damn TRUE.
SI DANICA BINIBIGYAN NG PROBLEMA SARILI NIYA. hahaha! ang gago ko talaga. Sorry for the word :/ Salamat sa mga nagbasa ng walang kwentang blog na to. HAHAHA.
Magpapakumbaba nalang siya at magso-sorry sa mga bagay bagay na alam niyang nakasakit ng damdamin mo. sabay susuyuin ka para matapos na lang ang problema at magkabati na kayong dalawa kahit na ikaw naman talaga ang may kasalanan. Kasi para sa kanya, Mas mahalaga ang maisalba ang relasyon ninyo kesa naman, ipilit niyang siya parin ang tama.
i screwed up once again..
i wanna say Im sorry.
but doesn’t want to listen.
i wanted to tell more.
but i get no response.
is this goin to be forever?
it sure feels like hell.
and no, you dont understand…
I am SORRY.
GIVE ME ANOTHER CHANCE…